if it ain't sweet, don't tweet.

hi, hellooooo
it's been long since the last time i write.

anyways, the title above shows my addiction to a site that is being used widely around the world, i quoted that from a well-known Kahitna singer, Mario Ginanjar.
www.twitter.com/agathatara
follow me if you don't mind.

and yes, i am now officially leaving central school and going to attend my first day of being an eleven-grader at bina bangsa in less than two weeks :(
if you ask, yes, i extremely wanted to stay in central much longer.

next, how was life for me recently?
really? you want me to sum it up in a word? alright then.
MESSY. yes, messy. not Lionel Messi, that outstanding soccer player. blah, am i even saying a cheesy joke there?

1. my stomach sucks. this is horrific. it's not even weird now for me to get a diarrhea twice or thrice a month. yep,really, my stomach problem is THAT bad.
eating a bit more chilli than i am supposed to, i can guarantee that i'll be awaken at 2 o'clock the night after and going ten times back and forth to the toilet with agony.

2. i hate KUMON more than ever. i don't care if mom said to double my allowance if i graduated from kumon in a short time. i mean, who won't do anything if they are gonna get twice their allowance after? ME. hearing my brother mumbling about his kumon homework make me wanna vomit on my own kumon homework. why? wanna know why? because it's been 10 YEARS for me dealing with the homework EVERY SINGLE DAY.

3. someone has kicked me out from my sweetest dream. yes, thanks a lot for that single line of words that FINALLY could make me come to realization. i wasn't meant for you, and i never will. if that is so, i am letting you go with all my heart. maybe it's hard to move on, but i believe it's harder for me to wait and seeing you happy..not with me.

but after all, we have to keep thanking God for our lives right?
so that's exactly what i'm gonna do right now.
Hi, Dad. Thanks for everything you've given me till now. I'm sorry if most of the times i want more and more that i probably should be having. Forgive us humans, will You? :)

hehehe. i might have been exaggerating the whole time, but no, this time, what i have written above are truly the simplest words to describe my condition right now :)

sorry for the lacking of update, despite the fact that no one maybe reading my blog all over.

toodles :D