Hi again bloggers.
Hmm. I haven't written anything since when? A week ago? Haha. I forgot. But i've been really busy, sorry. And that's also why i wanna write something here :) cos sharing is always good :)
So, yeah. Here's the thing. i've been busy preparing myself for supporting RCTI's 20th birthday. I was being contacted by one of the PCMS teacher, Fenny. So she said that i've been chosen to be one of the lucky 30 person representing the backing choir of some singers. And, in fact, it came out superb! :D
So this choir team, a team made up of 30 people, is called Xpresso Choir. We're subjected to be the backing choir of Gita Gutawa, Rini, Opick, and some Idola Cilik kids. Handling two piece of songs, 'One Day in Your Life' and 'Maha Melihat', we were being pushed so hard to meet the expectation of the audiences.
From finding the outfits, learning stage blocking, waiting for our turn endlessly, until the fact that the outfits we've bought didn't meet the qualification. Too short, too 'see-through', or too 'open' in some areas. So, instead, we exchanged some of our outfits to be worn by others. Rawr. I almost exploded at the time. It's like, what the heck? I spent a million to purchase the outfits then you say what? Exchange? Grr.
But then they said, 'we're all representing the name of RCTI. What will the audience say if they see our outfits? We're going to sing a religious piece of song, and you all wearing clothes like those?' Dang. They won. We kept in silence.
But from there I learned something. Oh, not only me. Us. We learned something. We learned that we can't keep our egoism. We were going to be watched by more than a million people around Indonesia. We have to look, hmm, what'll be the word? Decent? Yeah. Decent. We have to look decent.
Okay. Done melancholy thingy. Continue the story. Then yea, we performed quite well :) and i'm happy by the fact that i got so many lessons from the RCTI show. I talked to some singers, like Winda Idol (the one plays in OB, Saschya) and Rian d'Masiv (vocalist). They were marvellous. They're role models, both beautiful (in different meanings), and both reached the level of high-popularity. But they're so humble to strangers. Even to me.
So, to sum up. i'm really looking forward for some shows like that to attend :) tiring, but in the end, to sum up, one word. TREMENDOUS. Yeah. Massively influential.
Done. That's all :) bye bye readers. Sorry for some grammatical errors etc. i'm still learning to write a piece of writing in fully English language. Toodle!
Smoochies,
Agatha Tara ♥
Ps: kalo lue semua nganggep Limbad emang ga pernah ngomong. Salah besar! Kemaren itu di backstage. Nyokap gw ngobrol lama sama Limbad. End of story.
Me as the new Student President! Yay!
Hellooooo :):)
Simple guess. I won the election! Horaayy! Anddd i got more than fifty percent of the total vote. Superb isn't it? Yay yay yay. So that means. I will have a right to participate having opinions on some important decisions that are going to take place in the school :):)
i'm happy. It's obvious, isn't it? And i thank Jennifer, too, as my Vice now, who had been working endlessly making bookmarks and speech and programmes and vision and mission and EVERYTHING! Oh yeah and thankssss to Coco, Ivanca, Cynthia, Reynaldo, and Ryan for helping us too :D
Okay done with the Election thingy :D
So. First, i'm exhausted. Too many things to be done within this week. I need to make a list of events with their details to give to Mr Wayne, i have to attend the badminton competition at Ipeka Tomang tomorrow, i have to study for the Kumon Test, and i really need to re-schedule all my activities because it's getting chaotic. Graaaaah. I need my sleeping pills to cause me drowsiness so that i could sleep for like a week? Haha. I'll be dead by then. Consuming sleeping pills for a dosage of one week simply will make you sleep and you wouldn't wake up anymore. And that means? Die! Yeah! Hahaha. Sorry for being ridiculous :D
Yeah..i think that's all for now. I have nothing else on my mind to blog. Cos aside of those messed up schedule, things went well these past days :D including him (♥) no fights, no scolds, no nonsense talks, nothing! Haha. Love youuu! *blush*
Sooo. I guess i gotta stop right here. Wanna grab some snacks downstairs. Bye bye readers! Catch y'all soon! :)
Smoochies,
Agatha Tara ♥
Simple guess. I won the election! Horaayy! Anddd i got more than fifty percent of the total vote. Superb isn't it? Yay yay yay. So that means. I will have a right to participate having opinions on some important decisions that are going to take place in the school :):)
i'm happy. It's obvious, isn't it? And i thank Jennifer, too, as my Vice now, who had been working endlessly making bookmarks and speech and programmes and vision and mission and EVERYTHING! Oh yeah and thankssss to Coco, Ivanca, Cynthia, Reynaldo, and Ryan for helping us too :D
Okay done with the Election thingy :D
So. First, i'm exhausted. Too many things to be done within this week. I need to make a list of events with their details to give to Mr Wayne, i have to attend the badminton competition at Ipeka Tomang tomorrow, i have to study for the Kumon Test, and i really need to re-schedule all my activities because it's getting chaotic. Graaaaah. I need my sleeping pills to cause me drowsiness so that i could sleep for like a week? Haha. I'll be dead by then. Consuming sleeping pills for a dosage of one week simply will make you sleep and you wouldn't wake up anymore. And that means? Die! Yeah! Hahaha. Sorry for being ridiculous :D
Yeah..i think that's all for now. I have nothing else on my mind to blog. Cos aside of those messed up schedule, things went well these past days :D including him (♥) no fights, no scolds, no nonsense talks, nothing! Haha. Love youuu! *blush*
Sooo. I guess i gotta stop right here. Wanna grab some snacks downstairs. Bye bye readers! Catch y'all soon! :)
Smoochies,
Agatha Tara ♥
The Election :D
Hey bloggers. Long time no write.
Yeah i've been kinda busy the past week. Cos i've got many things to do and to be done.
First of all, Students' Election was being held today! Yeah. Today. This morning to be exact. Haha me, myself, haven't known yet which pair wins the election. Cos the final result will be announced tomorrow! Gawd. My heart beats faster ayee! :D:D
Oyaaa thanks for all my friends who voted for me and Jennifer :) i ♥ you all :):) and for those who didn't vote for me, that's okayyy. i'm not considering myself as the best, though :D
But i'm really really really curious with the final result. Haha i've imagined what it would be like when Mr Wayne announced the winner tomorrow. Yeah. Chaotic. It surely would be. Lol.
Eh why ya? I always prefer using 'would' instead of 'will' and 'could' instead of 'can'. I don't know why either. It's just a matter of fact that i'm being used to use those words i think.
Yeah i don't really have something else to blog to. What else ya? Oh oh oh oh! Am gonna being tested by Kumon Centre for the M level next week! And that means i'm gonna be a N-level-student after the test! And that also means there's only one more level to be a Kumon's Completer! Yay! :D:D
And i feel kinda guilty for one of my teachers at school :( can't tell y'all why :( sorry.
Hey hey for everyone who tweets, follow my twitter page yaa. My username is agathatara. Orrrr you can just click this link instead. www.twitter.com/agathatara
Am gonna sleep now, i think. i'm starving and my mum haven't arrived home yet :( so so so so i'm gonna save the remaining of my energy by sleeping. Have a nice day everyoneee :)
Smoochies,
Agatha Tara ♥
Yeah i've been kinda busy the past week. Cos i've got many things to do and to be done.
First of all, Students' Election was being held today! Yeah. Today. This morning to be exact. Haha me, myself, haven't known yet which pair wins the election. Cos the final result will be announced tomorrow! Gawd. My heart beats faster ayee! :D:D
Oyaaa thanks for all my friends who voted for me and Jennifer :) i ♥ you all :):) and for those who didn't vote for me, that's okayyy. i'm not considering myself as the best, though :D
But i'm really really really curious with the final result. Haha i've imagined what it would be like when Mr Wayne announced the winner tomorrow. Yeah. Chaotic. It surely would be. Lol.
Eh why ya? I always prefer using 'would' instead of 'will' and 'could' instead of 'can'. I don't know why either. It's just a matter of fact that i'm being used to use those words i think.
Yeah i don't really have something else to blog to. What else ya? Oh oh oh oh! Am gonna being tested by Kumon Centre for the M level next week! And that means i'm gonna be a N-level-student after the test! And that also means there's only one more level to be a Kumon's Completer! Yay! :D:D
And i feel kinda guilty for one of my teachers at school :( can't tell y'all why :( sorry.
Hey hey for everyone who tweets, follow my twitter page yaa. My username is agathatara. Orrrr you can just click this link instead. www.twitter.com/agathatara
Am gonna sleep now, i think. i'm starving and my mum haven't arrived home yet :( so so so so i'm gonna save the remaining of my energy by sleeping. Have a nice day everyoneee :)
Smoochies,
Agatha Tara ♥
I dont know what to say, i just miss you so badly.
Hey. i'm now blogging and crying at the same time.
And i don't know what shud i blog. Cos the main reason i'm blogging rite now is because i don't have anyone to talk to. i'm so frustrated with all shitty stuffs that appeared the last few days.
i'm tired being scolded when i don't even speak a word. i'm tired being underestimated with people i barely recognize. i'm tired missing him. i'm tired waiting for his calls or even messages for the last 3 days. I miss him badly. I really do.
And those were the reasons why am i crying. I really feel lonely. He was supposed to take better care of me compared to anyone else. But that didn't happen. Sob..i miss him so much.
There's a quote saying that 'when a girl says i miss you, that means she's hurting inside.' And that's awesomely true. Everytime i say i miss you to him, my heart aches a bit or even worse, i cry and mourne.
Sigh..if i'm being asked a question asking 'what is one thing you wanna do rite now?' I will certainly say that 'i wanna hear his voice and his laugh. I miss him so much and it hurts.'
If you see my condition by your own eyes rite now, u wud probably symphatyze my looks. I looked very pale. My eyes are swollen. I cud barely speak properly. And many more syndrome i'm having now. God..cud U please tell him that i miss him so much? i've really had enough crying. Four days. Isn't it enough?
I don't know what else to say. My heart hurts badly. I love him so much but it seems that he doesn't. Everytime i look at him, the thoughts running inside my brain are, 'he's only a dream to me. A sweet dream. And we all know that we cudnt take dreams for our real life. He's too perfect to be loved by me, an ordinary girl. But i love him so much that it hurts.'
Believe me or not, those words have always been spinning around my head EVERYTIME i see him. When i say everytime, it means really everytime.
Yeah i love him. I really really do. I wud do anything for him. As long as he's happy. I swear to everything.
I hope you read this. I loveyou and I miss you so much. i'm sorry if i hurt you before, i didn't mean to do it. Sorry T.T
My head spins. It hurts. Gonna take a rest now. Maybe a little bit more of crying will help release my sadness. I love you boy. And i miss you badly. Goodnight.
Smoochies,
Agatha Tara
And i don't know what shud i blog. Cos the main reason i'm blogging rite now is because i don't have anyone to talk to. i'm so frustrated with all shitty stuffs that appeared the last few days.
i'm tired being scolded when i don't even speak a word. i'm tired being underestimated with people i barely recognize. i'm tired missing him. i'm tired waiting for his calls or even messages for the last 3 days. I miss him badly. I really do.
And those were the reasons why am i crying. I really feel lonely. He was supposed to take better care of me compared to anyone else. But that didn't happen. Sob..i miss him so much.
There's a quote saying that 'when a girl says i miss you, that means she's hurting inside.' And that's awesomely true. Everytime i say i miss you to him, my heart aches a bit or even worse, i cry and mourne.
Sigh..if i'm being asked a question asking 'what is one thing you wanna do rite now?' I will certainly say that 'i wanna hear his voice and his laugh. I miss him so much and it hurts.'
If you see my condition by your own eyes rite now, u wud probably symphatyze my looks. I looked very pale. My eyes are swollen. I cud barely speak properly. And many more syndrome i'm having now. God..cud U please tell him that i miss him so much? i've really had enough crying. Four days. Isn't it enough?
I don't know what else to say. My heart hurts badly. I love him so much but it seems that he doesn't. Everytime i look at him, the thoughts running inside my brain are, 'he's only a dream to me. A sweet dream. And we all know that we cudnt take dreams for our real life. He's too perfect to be loved by me, an ordinary girl. But i love him so much that it hurts.'
Believe me or not, those words have always been spinning around my head EVERYTIME i see him. When i say everytime, it means really everytime.
Yeah i love him. I really really do. I wud do anything for him. As long as he's happy. I swear to everything.
I hope you read this. I loveyou and I miss you so much. i'm sorry if i hurt you before, i didn't mean to do it. Sorry T.T
My head spins. It hurts. Gonna take a rest now. Maybe a little bit more of crying will help release my sadness. I love you boy. And i miss you badly. Goodnight.
Smoochies,
Agatha Tara