First of all, my radio, my very very anciently old radio, multifunctional radio, my sweet lovely radio, has gone dead. What the. I obviously need someone to repair it for me soon. I'm gonna die living without my radio. Aw. Those are really unimportant for you i guess. But for me, my radio is everyting. Second everything. Cos he is my first everything. Lol.
Okay does my first paragraph shown an excitement? Or happiness? Or joy? Ur wrong. Again. Haha.
Oya before i continue to anything else, i wanna say thanks to Vera! My first routine reader of my blog. Aww. Thanks Vera!
So today u can consider me for not having a break at all. Woke up at 6.40. School at 7.30-3.00. Badminton audition 3.00-5.45. Vocal lesson 6.00-6.30. Study physics for about another one hour from
7.30-8.40. I'm really tired. And my heart. It hurts.
If you wanna know why. I'm really really extremely tired today. My energy has leaked bcos of all of those activities. I even can't raise my arms. Yeah. Both my arms :'(
Situation has forced me to use all my remaining energy which is stored inside my body. And i was expecting more from you. I know sometimes i expect too much. And too deep. But everybody needs love. Don't we? Yeah it's just..these past months i've been actually thinking continuously about these; why do you have to take good care of me when you've known that you're going to leave me? And why do i survive till dis day? Why shud i know you from that really beginning? And many more whys. And a little more amount of those thoughts, i think i'll be dead rite away.
I'm childish, i knew it. I'm spoiled, i knew it. But i don't need excessive love? I don't think i agree. Ppl need love. Sumtimes they expect more than the usual love they had received. And that's what exactly happening to me rite now. Haha. Now you've known the other side of me. The bad one. The need-more-love-and-care side.
But unnfortunately the person i expected to do that wasn't able to meet my expectation. Saya egois. Saya tau! Sumpah deh saya tau. And my main aim of writing this is to share. All people have their own ego and bad stuffs inside them. Whichhhh cud burst anytime. No wonder that rumah sakit jiwa are somehow so popular. Cos they provide better services of love and care for those mentally unhealthy ppl.
What i'm going to say yah? i just..want you to know that i love you so much that it sometimes hurts. You have to know me well. I'm a brat. A spoiled brat. Aku sangat sangat manja. Dan aku sangat sangat berusaha buat TIDAK manja. But it seems so hard. Believe me i tried. But sometimes i really need ur attention towards me.
I...I love you. And that's all i know.
Smoochies,
Agatha Tara
00.00 a.m.'s type of frustration. can't sleep.
I know my Mickey Mouse clock has shown 5 mins to twelve. I know tomorrow is Monday. I know that it means school for tomorrow. But i don't even yawn. I'm not sleepy. So i'm going to do this kind of thing again. Yeah. Filling out quizzes. Get set..go!
Do you love you ex?
-nope
What did you last cry over?
-two days ago, i've posted the whys on my previous blog.
What's the last mistake you made?
-huh? I forgot.
Who was the last person you said I love you to?
-him
Who last slept in your bed?:
-me lah yaa of course
Were you with them?
-them who?
Where do you want to be?
-somewhere i cud have some peace.
Who do you want to be with?
-my beloved ones.
Do you honestly love your friends?
-yeah.
Who can always make you happy?
-him.
Who do you love to talk to the most?
-him. (Don't get tired of seeing my 'him' answers. Cos that's the fact.)
Who hates you?
-i dunno.
Who do you hate?
-ppl who hates me.
What are you doing right now?
-im filling you up, dodol
What are your talents?
-singing?
How often do you cry?
-lol so often
What did you do last night?
-sleep. Who didn't?
Would you ever go back out with an ex?
-no.
Have you ever used a condom?
-*angel faced* what's a condom?
Are you a virgin?
-yeah you fool :'(
Is your boyfriend/Girlfriend a virgin?
-ive no boyfriend
What's the last movie you watched?
-King if i'm not mistaken.
Ever been in true love?
-right here right now
Ever smoked?
-nope
Done drugs?
-yeah. Some panadol and mylanta. Lol.
Gotten high?
-yeah on top of Monas. Haha. No. I don't do drugs.
Ever gone running?
-ha?? Who haven't??
How much do you weigh?
-somewhere around 50?
How tall are you?
-160++
Gone skinny dipping?
-what the heaven is that.
Gone streaking?
-i feel like i'm having bad english. Aw.
Played strip poker?
-not that i'm aware of.
Given a lap dance?
-aww nope
Made-out?
-haha nope.
Rolled on the ground w/ the opposite sex?
-wow wow these questions are getting too far
Bungie Jumped?:
-belum. Takut.
Sang Kareokee?
-yeah.
Been wet with your clothes on?
-yeah.
Seen the opposite sex naked?
-of course
Made fun of a fat person?
-*confessed* almost always
Laughed at someone?
-aduuuhh pertanyaan dodol.
Looked at someone funny?
-more and more dodol questions.
Have you had "the talk" with your parents?
-uhm no not really
Been touched by the same sex?
-touched where? Ya iyalah and gimme exact word please.
Ever been Horney?
-wrong spelling ato emang gw yg dodol? Bukannya horny yah? Yeah i had.
Looked at porn?
-haha aww
Own any thongs?
-nope
Touched a genital of the other sex?
-sering pas mandiin ade gw dulu *giggles*
Thought about sex?
-yeah
Had a "dirty" dream?
-im not those ppl who remembered their dreams.
Favorite animal?
-anything stuffed. Rabbit perhaps?
Least favorite animal?
-yg melata dan terbang. Birds are exceptions.
Most missed Memory?:
-a year ago.
Dan horay. Saya masih belum ngantuk. Gawat nih.
Smoochies,
Agatha Tara ♥
Do you love you ex?
-nope
What did you last cry over?
-two days ago, i've posted the whys on my previous blog.
What's the last mistake you made?
-huh? I forgot.
Who was the last person you said I love you to?
-him
Who last slept in your bed?:
-me lah yaa of course
Were you with them?
-them who?
Where do you want to be?
-somewhere i cud have some peace.
Who do you want to be with?
-my beloved ones.
Do you honestly love your friends?
-yeah.
Who can always make you happy?
-him.
Who do you love to talk to the most?
-him. (Don't get tired of seeing my 'him' answers. Cos that's the fact.)
Who hates you?
-i dunno.
Who do you hate?
-ppl who hates me.
What are you doing right now?
-im filling you up, dodol
What are your talents?
-singing?
How often do you cry?
-lol so often
What did you do last night?
-sleep. Who didn't?
Would you ever go back out with an ex?
-no.
Have you ever used a condom?
-*angel faced* what's a condom?
Are you a virgin?
-yeah you fool :'(
Is your boyfriend/Girlfriend a virgin?
-ive no boyfriend
What's the last movie you watched?
-King if i'm not mistaken.
Ever been in true love?
-right here right now
Ever smoked?
-nope
Done drugs?
-yeah. Some panadol and mylanta. Lol.
Gotten high?
-yeah on top of Monas. Haha. No. I don't do drugs.
Ever gone running?
-ha?? Who haven't??
How much do you weigh?
-somewhere around 50?
How tall are you?
-160++
Gone skinny dipping?
-what the heaven is that.
Gone streaking?
-i feel like i'm having bad english. Aw.
Played strip poker?
-not that i'm aware of.
Given a lap dance?
-aww nope
Made-out?
-haha nope.
Rolled on the ground w/ the opposite sex?
-wow wow these questions are getting too far
Bungie Jumped?:
-belum. Takut.
Sang Kareokee?
-yeah.
Been wet with your clothes on?
-yeah.
Seen the opposite sex naked?
-of course
Made fun of a fat person?
-*confessed* almost always
Laughed at someone?
-aduuuhh pertanyaan dodol.
Looked at someone funny?
-more and more dodol questions.
Have you had "the talk" with your parents?
-uhm no not really
Been touched by the same sex?
-touched where? Ya iyalah and gimme exact word please.
Ever been Horney?
-wrong spelling ato emang gw yg dodol? Bukannya horny yah? Yeah i had.
Looked at porn?
-haha aww
Own any thongs?
-nope
Touched a genital of the other sex?
-sering pas mandiin ade gw dulu *giggles*
Thought about sex?
-yeah
Had a "dirty" dream?
-im not those ppl who remembered their dreams.
Favorite animal?
-anything stuffed. Rabbit perhaps?
Least favorite animal?
-yg melata dan terbang. Birds are exceptions.
Most missed Memory?:
-a year ago.
Dan horay. Saya masih belum ngantuk. Gawat nih.
Smoochies,
Agatha Tara ♥
Good news were being accompanied by some bad news.
Aww. Yesterday and the day before, weren't good. I've been mourning like crazy. Ask why? Cos my ego won. My bad thoughts were all around my brain. I can't even think clearly. Gila cengeng banget yah gw. Yesterday night i've been crying the whole nite bcos of nothing. Umm not really nothing, i ain't a freak who cried and mourned bcos of nothing.
I was just being childish. I just wanted to let out all my disagreements and heartache. Oh God typing all these stuffs makes me feel more like a crybaby. Haha. Why did i have to cry from 2a.m till 4a.m? Did i hurt myself more by then? Aww :(
Okay done crying talking. Let's move on to today's stories. So yeah. I woke up at 8. Such a miracle. I've never woke up at 8. The greatest was 9.15. Never woke up before that on holidays. Then on 8.30 i woke him up by calling. Then i went down searcing for food and found out that there were no food at all -_- so i asked my helper to buy some bread for the sake of my intestines.
Then i rushed taking my bath then went straight to Kumon Centre. I spent one hour there doing practice for my M level test. GAWD THE QUESTIONS WERE ALIENS-MADE. I CAN'T EVEN SOLVE ONE OF THEM. But then good thing came. Haha i won't tell you what it was. And I heard rumors saying that Emma Watson was dead. Is that true? Cos i don't believe any of it. It's ridiculous. I mean..why did ppl spread fake rumors? and the rumors they were spreding weren't a good one. Faking about a person's life and death are totally massively sinful. What were thay thinking when they started to spread those rumors?
Menyedihkan memang generasi jaman sekarang. Bertindaklah dengan hati, please.
So those were today's. Catch y'all soon. Gotta go for bath. Tha tha.
Smoochies,
Agatha Tara ♥
I was just being childish. I just wanted to let out all my disagreements and heartache. Oh God typing all these stuffs makes me feel more like a crybaby. Haha. Why did i have to cry from 2a.m till 4a.m? Did i hurt myself more by then? Aww :(
Okay done crying talking. Let's move on to today's stories. So yeah. I woke up at 8. Such a miracle. I've never woke up at 8. The greatest was 9.15. Never woke up before that on holidays. Then on 8.30 i woke him up by calling. Then i went down searcing for food and found out that there were no food at all -_- so i asked my helper to buy some bread for the sake of my intestines.
Then i rushed taking my bath then went straight to Kumon Centre. I spent one hour there doing practice for my M level test. GAWD THE QUESTIONS WERE ALIENS-MADE. I CAN'T EVEN SOLVE ONE OF THEM. But then good thing came. Haha i won't tell you what it was. And I heard rumors saying that Emma Watson was dead. Is that true? Cos i don't believe any of it. It's ridiculous. I mean..why did ppl spread fake rumors? and the rumors they were spreding weren't a good one. Faking about a person's life and death are totally massively sinful. What were thay thinking when they started to spread those rumors?
Menyedihkan memang generasi jaman sekarang. Bertindaklah dengan hati, please.
So those were today's. Catch y'all soon. Gotta go for bath. Tha tha.
Smoochies,
Agatha Tara ♥
When I Say I Love You, I've Always Meant It.
Hi. There. How. Are . You.
I'm not fine. And you?
Yeah. I hate today. I'm tired being the center of anger of everybody else. It's like, oh man, go solve your problem yourself! Why does it seem that i'm the one who's always wrong?
Hey, anyone reading this, i just wanna share my feelings. My guilt. My anger. My ego. It's just...i'm really tired being trapped on this kind of situation without knowing when would this thing entirely stop.
Before, no one had ever understand me well. No one even wanted to know what am i feeling. Till he came. He's like my saviour protecting me from heart attack and cancer (lol that was a joke). Yeah. He supports me in anything i do. He's the only one i talked with and cried with. He strived so hard to help me control my anger. He's like everything for me.
But my feelings for him won't go anywhere further. Not because i don't want it, but because i can't. I even can't tell you who he is. One thing i know that i need him. So much that it hurts sometimes :'(
Too much tears i've had these past years. i'm starting to give up but he's always there encouraging me not to.
Aaaaaaaargghhh. I wanna scream. Really wanna. I hate being here with all my problems. I hate burying all my feelings for him without anyone knowing it except himself. I hate being stucked in this kind of environment. I wanna turn back time. I wanna be happy. I don't wanna waste tears everyday of my life. I.....i'm depressed, if you all wanna know the truth.
You shocked? I'm not surprised. Cos in front of you all-i know what you're thinking-i acted normally. I smiled. I laughed. I sang happy songs. But that's in front of ppl. Back there, i'm crying. I really cried.
Ppl. Pray for me. Pray that i won't suffer more than this. Those are more than enough :'(
That's all. Sorry if my words seemed 'too hyperbolic'. I just wanna share what i was burying inside my heart all along till this time.
But i ♥ you ppl, no matter what. And you. You know who you are :) i just want you to know that i need you in my life. I really do. (Haha you may not be reading this though.)
Bye. My fingers ache. Haha.
Smoochies,
Agatha Tara ♥
(Pray for me, ppl) :(
I'm not fine. And you?
Yeah. I hate today. I'm tired being the center of anger of everybody else. It's like, oh man, go solve your problem yourself! Why does it seem that i'm the one who's always wrong?
Hey, anyone reading this, i just wanna share my feelings. My guilt. My anger. My ego. It's just...i'm really tired being trapped on this kind of situation without knowing when would this thing entirely stop.
Before, no one had ever understand me well. No one even wanted to know what am i feeling. Till he came. He's like my saviour protecting me from heart attack and cancer (lol that was a joke). Yeah. He supports me in anything i do. He's the only one i talked with and cried with. He strived so hard to help me control my anger. He's like everything for me.
But my feelings for him won't go anywhere further. Not because i don't want it, but because i can't. I even can't tell you who he is. One thing i know that i need him. So much that it hurts sometimes :'(
Too much tears i've had these past years. i'm starting to give up but he's always there encouraging me not to.
Aaaaaaaargghhh. I wanna scream. Really wanna. I hate being here with all my problems. I hate burying all my feelings for him without anyone knowing it except himself. I hate being stucked in this kind of environment. I wanna turn back time. I wanna be happy. I don't wanna waste tears everyday of my life. I.....i'm depressed, if you all wanna know the truth.
You shocked? I'm not surprised. Cos in front of you all-i know what you're thinking-i acted normally. I smiled. I laughed. I sang happy songs. But that's in front of ppl. Back there, i'm crying. I really cried.
Ppl. Pray for me. Pray that i won't suffer more than this. Those are more than enough :'(
That's all. Sorry if my words seemed 'too hyperbolic'. I just wanna share what i was burying inside my heart all along till this time.
But i ♥ you ppl, no matter what. And you. You know who you are :) i just want you to know that i need you in my life. I really do. (Haha you may not be reading this though.)
Bye. My fingers ache. Haha.
Smoochies,
Agatha Tara ♥
(Pray for me, ppl) :(
Hell Sickness.
Morning readers. Despite the fact that you might not be reading this in the morning.
Okay. Soo. First thing first. I'm sick :( It started three days ago when my throat feels like there were nails inside and my voice began to sound like some kind of rat. Then yesterday suddenly my body temperature rises and my entire body feels like collapsing. Believe me, that sucks.
Thennn i started panicking around and my mom told me to meet a doctor and I said okay.
After one-and-a-half-hour-waited-endlessly, i went in the doctor's room and bla bla bla. He said that i caught some kind of 'radang tenggorokan' thingy and that's why my body temperature went high. Sob sob. I hate being sick :'(
Now, here I am, on my bed, had no power to wake myself up. And i miss him. So the equation is, sick + missing him = paralyzed. Can't do anything and won't be able to do anything and don't wanna do anything.
'I wanna be the one to hold you tight, the one loves you tenderly anytime, the one stays in your heart and the girl you say 'i love you' to at the right moment.'
Haha. I miss him. Stupid quote isn't it? Yeah i made it myself.
Gonna take some medicine shortly. Tha tha readers. Wish me well soon. I really hate this kind of sickness.
Smoochies,
Agatha Tara ♥
Okay. Soo. First thing first. I'm sick :( It started three days ago when my throat feels like there were nails inside and my voice began to sound like some kind of rat. Then yesterday suddenly my body temperature rises and my entire body feels like collapsing. Believe me, that sucks.
Thennn i started panicking around and my mom told me to meet a doctor and I said okay.
After one-and-a-half-hour-waited-endlessly, i went in the doctor's room and bla bla bla. He said that i caught some kind of 'radang tenggorokan' thingy and that's why my body temperature went high. Sob sob. I hate being sick :'(
Now, here I am, on my bed, had no power to wake myself up. And i miss him. So the equation is, sick + missing him = paralyzed. Can't do anything and won't be able to do anything and don't wanna do anything.
'I wanna be the one to hold you tight, the one loves you tenderly anytime, the one stays in your heart and the girl you say 'i love you' to at the right moment.'
Haha. I miss him. Stupid quote isn't it? Yeah i made it myself.
Gonna take some medicine shortly. Tha tha readers. Wish me well soon. I really hate this kind of sickness.
Smoochies,
Agatha Tara ♥
First Day of Being a High-School Student
Wow, first busy Monday i've got within this month!
So yeah, today is the thirteenth of July, which means today is the first day of our new academic year! Yay!
(Why does my sentences always ended with exclamation mark? Cos i'm excited :D)
I woke up at about 6.40, after a massive fight with my phone alarm. Cos yeaa, my usual wake up time was 10 o'clock, so have to wake up at about six is considered as a hard task to be done. LOL.
FYI, please put aside those thoughts on your mind thinking that high school means grey skirt and white OSIS top. No no no. Mine weren't those clothes. I'm currently studying at Central School, which is a national plus school so, yeah, no grey skirt :'( there were brown skirts instead.
So today i arrived at school at about 7.25 whichhh is almost late, and i'm almost always late LOL. The bad thing was i had to sit beside the new student, which i've known him before. His name is Alvin, we entered same school before, Notre Dame Primary School. There's also one more newbie, her name is Cynthia (i don't know whether i spelled it correctly or not :p) and yeah she's sweet and friendly. Haha.
First day of school, as you all know is always boring. Talking bout curricullum, syllabus, outside school programmes (which is known as ekskul), rules, regulations bla bla bla. The good thing is....Friday will be a free-clothes day! Horay! Oh yeah not exactly free but, it's polo shirt and jeans-day. That's fair enough :):)
So today's a bit boring, tiring, yet fun. I made you confused? Haha me either.
Guess what i'm gonna do in the next few minutes? Anyone? Yeahh. Continue sleeping! LOL LOL LOL. i'm so sleepy and i don't think i've got enough sleep last night. So yeah, see ya next time readers, ♥ you all.
Smoochies,
Agatha Tara :)
So yeah, today is the thirteenth of July, which means today is the first day of our new academic year! Yay!
(Why does my sentences always ended with exclamation mark? Cos i'm excited :D)
I woke up at about 6.40, after a massive fight with my phone alarm. Cos yeaa, my usual wake up time was 10 o'clock, so have to wake up at about six is considered as a hard task to be done. LOL.
FYI, please put aside those thoughts on your mind thinking that high school means grey skirt and white OSIS top. No no no. Mine weren't those clothes. I'm currently studying at Central School, which is a national plus school so, yeah, no grey skirt :'( there were brown skirts instead.
So today i arrived at school at about 7.25 whichhh is almost late, and i'm almost always late LOL. The bad thing was i had to sit beside the new student, which i've known him before. His name is Alvin, we entered same school before, Notre Dame Primary School. There's also one more newbie, her name is Cynthia (i don't know whether i spelled it correctly or not :p) and yeah she's sweet and friendly. Haha.
First day of school, as you all know is always boring. Talking bout curricullum, syllabus, outside school programmes (which is known as ekskul), rules, regulations bla bla bla. The good thing is....Friday will be a free-clothes day! Horay! Oh yeah not exactly free but, it's polo shirt and jeans-day. That's fair enough :):)
So today's a bit boring, tiring, yet fun. I made you confused? Haha me either.
Guess what i'm gonna do in the next few minutes? Anyone? Yeahh. Continue sleeping! LOL LOL LOL. i'm so sleepy and i don't think i've got enough sleep last night. So yeah, see ya next time readers, ♥ you all.
Smoochies,
Agatha Tara :)
The Worst Day of My Life
FYI, i'm blogging from my blackberry instead of laptop. Why? Cos internet modems nowadays suck. What the hell does it mean by 'address not found' when my signal is full and HSDPA?
Okay enough modem talking. I woke up with agonising sadness bursted out of my heart. I dreamt about something bad. I considered it as 'really really bad'. I can't tell you what was the dream specifically, but in conclusion, someone i loved left me in my dream. I couldn't help but crying. I cried like crazy when I woke up. Okay i know i'm stupid. I know. But you don't know how it feels. It's like, it seemed so real! :'( And my bad day didn't stop right there. After a while and after i catched a breath, i went downstairs going for food. And guess what? Yeah. I vomitted all my food i've eaten. Horay that was cool and I feel really sick now. Anyone please help.
I think i need to go to bathroom again.
ThaTha readers. Wish me luck for the rest of my day. I feel like vomitting *yuck*.
Smoochies,
Agatha Tara :)
Okay enough modem talking. I woke up with agonising sadness bursted out of my heart. I dreamt about something bad. I considered it as 'really really bad'. I can't tell you what was the dream specifically, but in conclusion, someone i loved left me in my dream. I couldn't help but crying. I cried like crazy when I woke up. Okay i know i'm stupid. I know. But you don't know how it feels. It's like, it seemed so real! :'( And my bad day didn't stop right there. After a while and after i catched a breath, i went downstairs going for food. And guess what? Yeah. I vomitted all my food i've eaten. Horay that was cool and I feel really sick now. Anyone please help.
I think i need to go to bathroom again.
ThaTha readers. Wish me luck for the rest of my day. I feel like vomitting *yuck*.
Smoochies,
Agatha Tara :)
I'm Superduper Bored. So this is what i did. And yeah this is damn long.
1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
Fell down and what left is only the scar :(
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Nothing..plain pink paintings.
3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
No, no, sometimes :)
4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Like, RnB, Pop, and sometimes (really sometimessss) Jazz xD
5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
about 2a.m, i don't know when the accurate one is
6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
Changing my curve into bold, and yeah for whoever reading this and wanna spend some money on blackberry, don't ever buy curves. ANY TYPE.
7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
Him :(
8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
My Blackberry, prized enough?
9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
Like 162 cm.
10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Nope.
11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
Yeah!
12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
Myself. Cos i keep blaming myself.
13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
Many things. No worst. All of them are the worsts.
14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Anything he had ;)
15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING / BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
Hey, i'm fourteen. Lol.
16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
Starbucks? But i don't drink coffee, it leaves our mouth such a bad smell
17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Salami and Cheese.
18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Burger King's Chicken Deluxe. Yum.
19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME?
I love pink mostly :) Light blue, purple, are additional ones.
20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
No and will never.
21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?
I forgot.
22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
I have a loved one. xD
23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
I don't even know what does it mean by that. Lol.
24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
Zara.
25. WHO IS THE HOTTEST FEMALE/MALE CELEBRITY?
Jessica Alba and still, Brad Pitt :D
26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
Uh-uh no.
27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
-
28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
That's exactly what i'm going through right now.
30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
Nine?
31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Brunettes
34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
Mmm USA isn't my hometown :) So yes, i'm out of the USA almost the entire time.
35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
Inconsistent.
36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
Yeahs.
37. FIRST JOB?
Again, I'm fourteen!
38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Nay
39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE?
Yeah. But maybe it depends on conditions too.
40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
Listening to radio.
41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
Not that i'm aware of
42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
'Kamu cantik' but i always believed that itu cuma basa basi
43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
Nope :D
44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Laptop. Money.
45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
Two, or maybe none. No one knows.
46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Yes, my grandfather.
47. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Their ego.
48. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU MISS ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?
I'm about entering high school.
49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
Loreal Red.
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
NOOOOO.
51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Any kind is okay.
52. ANY BAD HABITS?
Many of them.
53. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON?
Yeahs.
54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Maybe no. I'm not that famous or whatever.
55. DO YOU AGREE WITH FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS?
Yes xD
56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
Yes, anyone saying that look doesn't matter is somehow lying.
57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
I buried them usually. Till my tears released it.
59. WHAT'S YOUR MAIN GOAL IN LIFE?
Being happy with the people i loved the most.
60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
Many things.
61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
Many of them.
62.WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID?
No, I'm a fan now anyway. lol.
63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Yeahs a lot
64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?
Mac n Cheese. One of my fav food of all time.
65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
Looks, honesty, characters.
66. WHAT ARE YOUR NAMES?
Agatha Tara Indira
68. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
Oprah Winrey (kewl!), Are You Smarter Than a Fifth Grader?
69.WHAT'S THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES?
Ignore.
70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Cookies n Cream.
71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES?
Yes.
72. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM?
No.
73. PLANS FOR TONIGHT?
Sleep?
74. WHAT'S THE FASTEST YOU'VE EVER GONE IN A CAR?
Don't know.
75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
It's up to them.
76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
Gigi - My Facebook
77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
Mineral Water.
78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Hehe.
79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
The way he talks and eyes.
80. WHAT DO U LIKE TO DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME?
Online, reading, anything fun, eating.
81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
Cockroaches. Go to hell.
82. FAVORITE MONTH OF THE YEAR?
September. Simply my birthday is the best. Andddd sth else ;)
83. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF CANDY?
Any type, I always loved candies.
84. HAVE YOU EVER REALLY AND TRULY HAD A BEST FRIEND?
No. :'(
85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
Originally Black. I dyed it into Golden Mocca. Now it's kinda like Goldish Brown.
86. EYE COLOR?
Dark Brown.
88. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
Burger King.
89. FAVORITE RESTAURANT?
Many.
90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
Love them.
91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
24 Season 4.
92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
My birthday.
93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?
Piano, a bit of it.
94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT?
Democrat.
95. KISSES OR HUGS?
Both
96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Relationships.
97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
Gladiator Sandals.
98. DO YOU HAVE A LOW SELF ESTEEM OR A HIGH SELF ESTEEM?
In between.
99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
Nothing at the time.
100. DESCRIBE YOUR LOVE LIFE:
Complicated yet interesting.
Fell down and what left is only the scar :(
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Nothing..plain pink paintings.
3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
No, no, sometimes :)
4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Like, RnB, Pop, and sometimes (really sometimessss) Jazz xD
5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
about 2a.m, i don't know when the accurate one is
6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
Changing my curve into bold, and yeah for whoever reading this and wanna spend some money on blackberry, don't ever buy curves. ANY TYPE.
7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
Him :(
8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
My Blackberry, prized enough?
9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
Like 162 cm.
10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Nope.
11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
Yeah!
12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
Myself. Cos i keep blaming myself.
13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
Many things. No worst. All of them are the worsts.
14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Anything he had ;)
15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING / BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
Hey, i'm fourteen. Lol.
16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
Starbucks? But i don't drink coffee, it leaves our mouth such a bad smell
17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Salami and Cheese.
18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Burger King's Chicken Deluxe. Yum.
19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME?
I love pink mostly :) Light blue, purple, are additional ones.
20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
No and will never.
21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?
I forgot.
22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
I have a loved one. xD
23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
I don't even know what does it mean by that. Lol.
24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
Zara.
25. WHO IS THE HOTTEST FEMALE/MALE CELEBRITY?
Jessica Alba and still, Brad Pitt :D
26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
Uh-uh no.
27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
-
28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
That's exactly what i'm going through right now.
30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
Nine?
31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Brunettes
34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
Mmm USA isn't my hometown :) So yes, i'm out of the USA almost the entire time.
35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
Inconsistent.
36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
Yeahs.
37. FIRST JOB?
Again, I'm fourteen!
38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Nay
39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE?
Yeah. But maybe it depends on conditions too.
40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
Listening to radio.
41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
Not that i'm aware of
42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
'Kamu cantik' but i always believed that itu cuma basa basi
43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
Nope :D
44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Laptop. Money.
45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
Two, or maybe none. No one knows.
46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Yes, my grandfather.
47. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Their ego.
48. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU MISS ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?
I'm about entering high school.
49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
Loreal Red.
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
NOOOOO.
51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Any kind is okay.
52. ANY BAD HABITS?
Many of them.
53. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON?
Yeahs.
54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Maybe no. I'm not that famous or whatever.
55. DO YOU AGREE WITH FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS?
Yes xD
56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
Yes, anyone saying that look doesn't matter is somehow lying.
57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
I buried them usually. Till my tears released it.
59. WHAT'S YOUR MAIN GOAL IN LIFE?
Being happy with the people i loved the most.
60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
Many things.
61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
Many of them.
62.WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID?
No, I'm a fan now anyway. lol.
63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Yeahs a lot
64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?
Mac n Cheese. One of my fav food of all time.
65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
Looks, honesty, characters.
66. WHAT ARE YOUR NAMES?
Agatha Tara Indira
68. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
Oprah Winrey (kewl!), Are You Smarter Than a Fifth Grader?
69.WHAT'S THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES?
Ignore.
70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Cookies n Cream.
71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES?
Yes.
72. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM?
No.
73. PLANS FOR TONIGHT?
Sleep?
74. WHAT'S THE FASTEST YOU'VE EVER GONE IN A CAR?
Don't know.
75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
It's up to them.
76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
Gigi - My Facebook
77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
Mineral Water.
78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Hehe.
79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
The way he talks and eyes.
80. WHAT DO U LIKE TO DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME?
Online, reading, anything fun, eating.
81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
Cockroaches. Go to hell.
82. FAVORITE MONTH OF THE YEAR?
September. Simply my birthday is the best. Andddd sth else ;)
83. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF CANDY?
Any type, I always loved candies.
84. HAVE YOU EVER REALLY AND TRULY HAD A BEST FRIEND?
No. :'(
85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
Originally Black. I dyed it into Golden Mocca. Now it's kinda like Goldish Brown.
86. EYE COLOR?
Dark Brown.
88. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
Burger King.
89. FAVORITE RESTAURANT?
Many.
90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
Love them.
91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
24 Season 4.
92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
My birthday.
93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?
Piano, a bit of it.
94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT?
Democrat.
95. KISSES OR HUGS?
Both
96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Relationships.
97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
Gladiator Sandals.
98. DO YOU HAVE A LOW SELF ESTEEM OR A HIGH SELF ESTEEM?
In between.
99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
Nothing at the time.
100. DESCRIBE YOUR LOVE LIFE:
Complicated yet interesting.
Another Boring Day
Hello readers :)
What i'm about to tell is nothing important so if you wanna go to bathroom go now xDxD lol.
Haha. Today is again considered as my boring and useless day. Are all holidays the same? Woke up at ten, morning bath at 3, lunch at 4 and so on? If that's true so i'll tell you now that going to school is much more fun than a prototype holiday like this -_-
Mind if i tell you what did i do today? Males banget ga sih isi blog gini gini doang? Haha yeah. Soo today i woke up at about half to ten, stayed on my bed until like 10 o'clock and began searching for mornng food downstairs. Then i realized that my parents weren't at home. Yeah how dumb was me. I must've realized that earlier. This is Saturday and as always they're going for those seminar stuffs. Ah, relax. I'm gonna meet them tonight though. Maybe at 9 o'clock.
Hmm i'm not going to talk about them because it'll only make me feel down.
Haha i'll skip that part then. So I had my brunch at about 11 and went straight to my brother's bed. Again to bed??? Yeah :D:D I'm proud of my sleeping skill LOL
After that I remembered to continue watching 24 season 4. So I watched it until like 3 o'clock and fell asleep (AGAIN??) until five and continued watching it until eight. My Gawd. Doesn't boredom really kick?
Enough of nonsense talk. Haha. Gonna fix my internet connection soon. It's all crappy. It's like i'm waiting for 15 minutes for opening my facebook profile and guess what showed up? PAGE NOT FOUND. YEAH. PAGE NOT FOUND. RRAWRR.
Alrite, i'm done here. TTYL Bloggers and readers. Hava good night. :)
What i'm about to tell is nothing important so if you wanna go to bathroom go now xDxD lol.
Haha. Today is again considered as my boring and useless day. Are all holidays the same? Woke up at ten, morning bath at 3, lunch at 4 and so on? If that's true so i'll tell you now that going to school is much more fun than a prototype holiday like this -_-
Mind if i tell you what did i do today? Males banget ga sih isi blog gini gini doang? Haha yeah. Soo today i woke up at about half to ten, stayed on my bed until like 10 o'clock and began searching for mornng food downstairs. Then i realized that my parents weren't at home. Yeah how dumb was me. I must've realized that earlier. This is Saturday and as always they're going for those seminar stuffs. Ah, relax. I'm gonna meet them tonight though. Maybe at 9 o'clock.
Hmm i'm not going to talk about them because it'll only make me feel down.
Haha i'll skip that part then. So I had my brunch at about 11 and went straight to my brother's bed. Again to bed??? Yeah :D:D I'm proud of my sleeping skill LOL
After that I remembered to continue watching 24 season 4. So I watched it until like 3 o'clock and fell asleep (AGAIN??) until five and continued watching it until eight. My Gawd. Doesn't boredom really kick?
Enough of nonsense talk. Haha. Gonna fix my internet connection soon. It's all crappy. It's like i'm waiting for 15 minutes for opening my facebook profile and guess what showed up? PAGE NOT FOUND. YEAH. PAGE NOT FOUND. RRAWRR.
Alrite, i'm done here. TTYL Bloggers and readers. Hava good night. :)
Capek ama Blogspot.
Ga ada yg berhasil satupun. Capek ah. Kalo ini ga berhasil juga, Im gonna delete my account.
Reflection of Me Recently
Hello again bloggers or whoever reading this :)
Today wasn't good. You wanna know what's waking me up this morning? Yes, clever, that's right. My scheduled STOMACHACHE that comes every month graaaaah. I mean, why women have to experience that period thingy? Oh cmon. Men are stronger aren't they.
So this morning i woke up at 9 a.m after having a sleep like 12 hours. That could be considered as WOW. Then blablabla, having my breakfast then watching 24 until 2 p.m. LOL i took my morning bath at 2.30 today! Hooray! :D Then then then, i rushed bathing and messing up my wardrobe like crazy searching for matching clothes ;) Then again I rushed going to Puri Mall.
I watched King today. That movie is one of the best Indonesian movie I've ever watched. And yeahs I kept disturbing my friend by saying, 'Kok Susi Susantinya gak ada? Kenapa? Kenapa?' LOL. Then you know what you know what? That damn stomachace came. Again. PLEASE STOPPPPP :'(
So yes, now here I am, in front of my laptop, no no, my mom's laptop, updating twitter status and trying some new apps on facebook. Boring huh?
But despite the pain I had today bcos of my period, I'm happy :)
Ask why?
Hahahahaa. I'm not telling! Na na na na na! *very big grin*
Anyway, gotta go for something else.
Bye everyone, thanks for reading :)
Smoochies,
Agatha Tara
Today wasn't good. You wanna know what's waking me up this morning? Yes, clever, that's right. My scheduled STOMACHACHE that comes every month graaaaah. I mean, why women have to experience that period thingy? Oh cmon. Men are stronger aren't they.
So this morning i woke up at 9 a.m after having a sleep like 12 hours. That could be considered as WOW. Then blablabla, having my breakfast then watching 24 until 2 p.m. LOL i took my morning bath at 2.30 today! Hooray! :D Then then then, i rushed bathing and messing up my wardrobe like crazy searching for matching clothes ;) Then again I rushed going to Puri Mall.
I watched King today. That movie is one of the best Indonesian movie I've ever watched. And yeahs I kept disturbing my friend by saying, 'Kok Susi Susantinya gak ada? Kenapa? Kenapa?' LOL. Then you know what you know what? That damn stomachace came. Again. PLEASE STOPPPPP :'(
So yes, now here I am, in front of my laptop, no no, my mom's laptop, updating twitter status and trying some new apps on facebook. Boring huh?
But despite the pain I had today bcos of my period, I'm happy :)
Ask why?
Hahahahaa. I'm not telling! Na na na na na! *very big grin*
Anyway, gotta go for something else.
Bye everyone, thanks for reading :)
Smoochies,
Agatha Tara
My Very First Post.
Hello Dearest Bloggers :)
This is officially my first post. Maybe you're wondering why now. Why am i making my blog account so very late by this time. Oh yes obviously i'm not one of those internet maniacs who could update their blog like almost everyday. So, yes, don't be bored reading my amateur kind of blogging type :):)
Smoochies,
Agatha Tara
This is officially my first post. Maybe you're wondering why now. Why am i making my blog account so very late by this time. Oh yes obviously i'm not one of those internet maniacs who could update their blog like almost everyday. So, yes, don't be bored reading my amateur kind of blogging type :):)
Smoochies,
Agatha Tara